The battle of the carbs continues!
I gained almost half a pound this week. Chalk it up to carelessness in portions and eating too many carbs. Nothing new here.
It’s a constant battle. Sometimes I feel like I am losing the war. Sometimes I lose my resolve and just want to chuck it all. But I don’t. I keep on slogging.
I keep picturing myself looking decent in a bathing suit. We are taking a Caribbean cruise in March, and I want to be able to wear said bathing suit, and short shorts. The only problem is, all of my summer clothes are swimming on me right now. Where will I find shorts that fit in February? Mail order is iffy at best. I guess I will figure something out! See, I am thinking positive!
Like my mom, I am pear shaped. Upper body is looking pretty good. Then I look at the belly and thighs and think, I am still overweight! We all have distorted body image to some degree. I am no exception.
I will continue to fight the good fight and see where it leads. But I wish I would stop gaining and losing the same five pounds!